I’ve been trying to find a job, been trying to be around more, been trying and trying and it seems like everything I try with are the things that call for more… . I’m trying to give more, I really am, I’m just trying at a lot of things right now so as to not be a burden but it seems I’m being that too… . I’m sorry that it seriously feels like that I’m getting out of being depressed pile of feelings and that I’m trying hard to push out of this and get other things done, so I’m just going to crawl into a corner and hopefully fall asleep.
I’m not sure what you want from me… . . Sorry I’ve left you down… . I’ll just hurry up finding a job so I can get out of your hair, okay?